5 Nov 2010,,,,,

I said , no... it doesn't mean no... I said, yes... it doesn't mean yes... whatever wanna happen in life,just go on ... go on... even my heart doesn't allow it... even I care bout that but I said, I do not care... if i silent,i mean something that anyone cant undrstand... just a true friend can evaluate it... my life is not like what you see actually... my heart cant lie it anymore... I love my family & my friends...

on 5 Nov 2010... It was such a nice day to me actually but not at all..haha...my emotions are not stable sometime actually .. haha...erm.. for the sake of clarity, allow me to type in BM..haha...erm... pkul 3.45,aku,ehsan,que & fakhruddin btolak keluar drpd rmh nk ke Alor Star untk bli brg2 BBQ...lpas tue,gerak gi amik Sue,Shida dgn Fathiah lak kt rmh Sue...hehe.., ms otw nk ke A.Star,jln bnjir... kna ikut jln kg yg mini tar lak tue untk ke Alor Star.. agk challenging gk r jln dia... smpai kt Alor Star,km ke City Plaza dlu tp syg ditutup sbb bnjir lor...dah tue,pegi Giant plak sbb nk bli ayam tp x jd laa...ms nie,Din dh ajak gi mkn kt marrybrown tp aku x nk...pelik gk.. haha.. dah tue,dah x da pa sgt.. km btolak ke Tesco lak sbb nk mkn... aku pelik hri ni aku x da mood nk mkn kfc or pizza... haha... slalu x ksah... tp aku ikut jer Que yg nk mkn sgt kt Pizza... Ehsan ajk gi jln2 laa pa la... aku x tpkir pa pun... rpanya... yg len2 pegi bli hdiah dgn kek kt aku... thrunya aku... tdiam sribu bhsa... mlu pn ada.. haha... but it really mke me shock.. huh... thanks a lot my friends .. dah hbis smjua tue, km btolak blik laa... km redah air bnjir... agk bhya laa... alhamdulillah..ALLAH Slmatkan km.. tp Sue org plg happy sbb mnum air banjir.. haha... ms mlalui air bnjir tue, ada lori bwa lju... tpercik air kna km smua... sue trmnum air banjir tue trus.. Que lak bsah lencun.. ksut bru fathiah bsah kna air banjir ...haha...shida terdiam sejenak..haha...din tue gubra dah.. aku dgn ehsan kt blkg cool jer..haha..alhamdulillah.. xde pa2 yg jd..alhamdulillah... slmat... aku sgt bsyukur.. smuanya slamat.. esk nk bt BBQ lak...thanks a lot... x pernah org smbut birthday aku sdemekian rupa...